I will try to find time to take pictures of my lovely little necklaces (carved little somethings) and post them up on
Wednesday or earlier.
Life of a temporary SAHM (stay at home mum) is not as relaxed as I thought it would be, esp now that I have two kids. I remember when I had Chun, I could still work through the night at my jewellery work station with her sleeping next to me. But now I just don't have the energy. I can't sleep til lunch anymore as Chun needs to be sent to childcare by 8.45am. In the afternoons, I need to conserve energy for night feedings.
And, my life is filled with doing lots of household chores! How did I ever survive with vacuuming and mopping just once a week for the past 6 married years?! Nowadays I find myself constantly examining my floor for specks of dirt and dust. They keep coming back! My feet turn dirty so quickly. And I am easily irritated by messy furnitures and toys spilling all over the place. I constantly add on tasks I demand myself to complete before the day ends on a notebook, like today's:
1. grocery shopping at NTUC for milk, juice, thirsty hippo
2. change bedsheets
3. vacuum floor
4. throw out unwanted clothes in wardrobe (part 3)
5. submit application form for unpaid childcare leave next year
6. call up moms in mind to enquire about breastmilk pump funnels
7. get a new container for keeping the breastmilk pump funnels
and all these are on top of the other stuff I do such as caring for the baby and sending and fetching Chun from childcare. I am so tired! I was complaining to Laogong just now that I miss my hobbies so much.
I miss crochet, I miss felt work and I miss jewellery-making. I have everything I need on hand such as materials and books and ideas, but I just don't have the time and energy!!Anyway, my maternity leave will end in another 2 weeks as I intend to save the remaining 5 weeks of paid maternity leave for next year, after which I will be 'resting' at home, testing out my calling of becoming a
real SAHM in the near future. Haha maybe I won't be able to tahan the poor-ness (unpaid worrrr) and obsession of keeping the house clean all the time.